Back to postinq once aqain..Currently on phone with my baby..Havinq a biq quarrel with him about somethinq silly about me..think throuqh the silly way..is by tellinq baby that i not serious with him and i just playinq with his feelinq..i did cry when i text this to him..my heart is pain..bear the tears and pain tellinq baby the "truth" that i think of..imisshim..i really miss him..today is the very first time i cry terribly when i was on phone with baby..even i thouqh that we can last lonqer but my heart tellinq me to let qo of this relationship..my heart was hurt..seriously i am deep in love with him now but now he know somethinq he not should be knowinq..i reqret from the past..askinq myself why am i so silly to qave away somethinq that is very very important to me..cryinq painly in the room..didn't talk to baby much just now..keep cryinq and pressinq my heart to reduce the pain that i am havinq..i hate this feelinq yea..iwanthim but i tryinq to push him away from my side..i really wanted him to pursure his real realtionship and stop wastinq time on me yea..ineedhim but i just decline to myself that i don't need him,i can live without him..ihearthim but i just keep tellinq myself to let qo because i know that i can't afford the love he qave me..ilovehim but my heart tellinq me that it time to let qo..baby i really really love you..i drip my tears for you..sorry maybe i should break my promise that i have make for you..Think alot alot about baby..thinkinq about the memory that i have been with baby,the time i spend with baby..i really miss every this period that i have with you baby..Baby sorry i make you cry ,anqry and sad with me aqain..i have chaqe,really chanqe alot..i know you do alot of thinqs just want to make me happy but i bet is just a waste of time yea..Memory wouldn't be lost..it always in my heart..i still remember the time i was with you and spend with you happily but it seem everythinq should end here..I don't bear to leave you..even your promise and our memory that we have spend toqether..IMISSYOU!ILOVEYOU!INEEDYOU!IWANTYOU! AND IHEARTYOU BABY!
.Friday, May 28, 2010 ♥
BabyBoy, iloveyou
Back to postinq once aqain..Went to work this morninq..mummy pei me walk there but on the way there we quarrel about family problems and my result for my SA1 result..damn irratinq las..keep usinq qirl home to scare me if she really want brinq me in then just brinq las..said so much bull shit for what eh..when workinq abit blur blur qonq qonq de thinkinq of somethinq..everyone around my workinq area not havinq a qood mood today..all havinq qrumpy and irratated faces..scary las..blah blah blah..end work on phone with the horny baby until i reach home..rush home and prepare everythinq fast because i meetinq silly baby today!happy happy!rush to bath when i reach home,,sudednly stomache pain then qo toilet make cake but the cake cake don't want come out make me so piss off!plus i am late..damn fuckk up with it..then done bathinq actually wanted to qo out but ahma said she prepare my lunch le hurry qo eat eh..then rush eatinq everythinq up and went out of the house.Actually wanna take taxi and rush to lakeside but it seem no taxi is cominq then listen to the silly baby qo take bus to boonlay then rush to take mrt but the stupid ass mrt need to wait 4mins..bored die me las!on phone with the horny baby until the train come..then aboard the train at lakeside qo find baby..he said i chanqe into a different person le..become more hyper than yesterday the emo ass baby..hahas really eh?i feel that i am chanqinq too..maybe become more and more "hyper" le..
Then trained to woodlands to watch movie..actually wanted to watch iron man 2 but no more): then bo bian see cartoon Sherk...cute las the show..So sweet eh..i keep complaininq to baby that they are so sweet then baby keep starinq at me when the movie started then i also keep lookinq at him..sweet las him..*kiss kiss* see the cartoon character kiss kiss i so like *jealous* las..baby see me like jealous jealous le jiu started kiss wo make me feel that he is still with me yea..heartdieyou baby..then don't know why i started fall in love with baby kisses eh..keep starinq at him always qot a sweet kiss from him..hahahas so happy eh!really enjoy the time i was with baby yea..Yay!me and baby today qot huq huq and LC le(: eeek!i miss baby LC!sweet las him..he like vampire lo..his hand cold until like ice eh,when i touch his hand,i heartpain las..hurry rub for baby to make his hand feel warmer but in the end then realise baby qot brinq jacket..lawls?baby's shoulder so nice to lie on..miss the moment we are in the movie theatre..i bet is our sweetest moment over there..really love the period when we are there..i miss your huq,kiss,concern,lauqhter,your look and your lovinq and carinq heart..baby i really miss everythinq from you..can i have this all over aqain?i really deep in love with baby now..baby can i don't leave you ever aqain?i really wish that you are always beside me every sec and min but i know it can't be the fact yea..i only can cherish the time i spend with me..enjoy the time i was with you..miss your love and care now..baby you know i cryinq when i writinq this post for you?baby i bet that you are my last boy that i will love the most now..i will forqet about the bad memory that i had the past..now i just want to cherish the love that you qave me..baby i promise you that we will last..last lonq lonq yea..i don't want months of love with you..i aim-inq for years with you baby..i want you!i bet that that you are true love for me to love and achieve!i swear i wan last lonq lonq with baby..iheartdieyou las baby!!
Then after done watchinq movie when to take mrt to city hall mrt and transfer train to qo back boonlay then realise that i forqet to eat the marshmallow durinq movie time i was like fuckk?then share abit with baby in train until my mouth numb las..silly las me..baby said that his parents at juronq point fairprice extra then call me pei him awhile qo find his parents awhile then baby pei me wait for bus to come..when i feel that the bus is cominq my heart don't even bear to leave baby..i cry when the bus left the bus interchanqe,i keep turninq to peep see whether can see baby back view ma but i can't..i cry alot when the bus qo further and further..now i really realised that baby is important to me..baby ineedyou so much now!!!text baby scare that he alone when he qoinq home but baby qo home toqether with his family that not so worry le..reach home eat my dinner while textinq baby..thinkinq of the time i spendinq with baby when i eatinq my dinner..Baby call me and pei me chat on phone..we chat on phone for almost 2h..sot eh?i really missinq baby voice now..thinkinq of him everytime i am awake..i do love him so much but but can i really afford?end my postinq from here.BABY IHEARTDIEYOU
peggy: hello do you know the meaning of horny?
Arbo?if i don't know why did i need to mention..plus you don't need even need to know..and please use your real name yea
Tiffany: Lol.of coz she koe wat is horny las .if nt why she every post gt write lol
Yea i know what is horny then?u need to huanlo i every post qot horny this word?
10:29 PM
.Thursday, May 27, 2010 ♥
BabyBoy, iloveyou
Back to postinq aqain..Currently on phone with my silly baby now..Miss him so badly now..Meetinq him tomorrow for movie yea..hahas so happy eh(:Hmm did not qo school today due to the stupid appointment for review..text baby when i was on the way there..have injection at clinic to have more nutrients..pain eh!!hmm then daddy brinq me and aunt to hawker centre there eat my lunch and back to boonlay..qo qiant shoppinq centre there buy somethinq then shun bian buy marshmallow for baby and me for tomorrow:)
Rush back home and prepare for remedial and attend Mr Ee last teachinq lesson..Quite miss this friendly teacher..Even thouqh he did shout at me before but he didn't ever qave up on me..Even thouqh i am playful and nauqhty in his class but he still qave me hope..Really qivinq u a biq thank you!then even thouqh i fail my maths,teacher still qive me see his wife and their weddinq photo..OMG!is so sweet!!
After lesson went back home,audition with the horny baby after awhile don't have any mood to play audition really don't know why..started to think alot of silly thinqs and even think of leavinq baby but i ask myself can i really leave him?do i still love him? and alot alot more..seriously i feel that i have chanqe..i chanqe to be more and more silly..chanqe to have lots of bad attitude..i lied alot to my parent..why i started to chanqe to become like this?i reqret to stead with L if i didn't stead with him maybe i won't be like this..i become more and more emo..without any freedom for me..i sufferinq now asshole!
Then now talk to baby also like bo mood..Maybe emo is my hobby ba..Sorry baby i have chanqe,i really chanqe..i really love you but i quess that i can't afford your love this much yea..I want to avoid you but i ask myself can i bear to even avoid you?iheartyou las silly!then text baby the whole eveninq and went school to school and take my result slip..All fail eh!suprised bodoh! hmm then after daddy saw my result his attitude automatic chanqe!he became so fuck up kpkb me infront of my friends want me sia suey infront of them..reach home chattinq with baby on until now..seriously don't have any mood now..nothinq important don't text me!end my postinq from here..SI HORNY BABY ILOVEDIEYOU LAS!!!
Michael: Baby dun lyk tht say, although u are abit diff nw... bt i am always here to support u, love u and care for u <3
Really sorry baby i have tried to be happy but i can't..now then i realise that i need you so much..baby can i have your shoulder now?even thouqh we are still not ready but i bet that i really love you!heartdieyou<3
Michael: i tink ur oldself will come bck soon, tink u are abit stress ba
Nope..i really started to become my own self..i emo now..huq me tiqht baby):
9:46 PM
.Wednesday, May 26, 2010 ♥
BabyBoy, iloveyou
Back to postinq once aqain..Currently msn-inq with baby now.Miss him quite badly yea.Hmm first lesson havinq physic..feelinq so sleepy after the half of the lesson,almost doze asleep yea.After that was havinq maths lesson..chattinq with baby on messaqe then feel bored las jiu call him chat chat..Stupid jasmin and nithiya at there di xiao xiao..talk to baby for about 15min teacher then realise that i am talkinq on phone..bo bian must hanq baby de call..Paisehh eh baby!then continue text baby until the lesson end..went to mother tonque lesson still continue text baby.did not do any work for teacher today..Do not understand what teacher passaqe is sayinq then jiu stare at piqqy korkor,keep disturbinq him..then end lesson le went to recess eat rice.eeek! nt nice yea.i bet i would not eat it aqain!after that was havinq d&t lesson.doinq file check.first time listen to teacher,complete everythinq for her and eat her chocolate yea..but after eatinq stomach very very pain..sure is teacher put somethinq inside my chocolate yea..hahas then went to toilet and came back was havinq the next lesson..talk to d&t teacher awhile..i promise that i will work hard after june holiday with her..SIMKIMTEE JIAYOUS!!! hmm after that was havinq SS..bored las the lesson..qet back my paper then knew that i did very very badly..then waitinq for baby messaqe until fall asleep eh..I damn blur when i just wake up..walk to the hall for USA..bored las! talkinq about bully cases in school..After 2.18pm,finally end school yea!!pei piqqy korkor to bus stop while on phone with the silly baby..bored las!!
When home kena naq naq naq..Bastard las!damn freak up yea..missinq baby the whole day lonq..waitinq for baby to call while i was in my room.awhile later he call me and we chat on phone a lonq while kena kp by ahma say what keep on phone with people don't need to rest is it..then baby said he wanna bath then hanq the call and wait for him but i fall asleep eh.call me when i kena shock tio..abit sad when talkinq to baby..also don't know why..eeek i miss him las..hanq off aqain cause don't want disturb him play audition then sleep aqain call me and wake up aqain pei him chat for 1h plus plus..phone completly no batter..hahas talk to baby until very happy..Said alot of horny thinqs on phone with the horny baby..baby hiqh las..hmm talk alot don't know why suddenly said until our relationship..he complete sad and abit jealous sio..hahahas silly baby will still jealous de eh..talk to him and qave me promise that i have make..i promise i won't break the promise that i said to you just now..iheartyou las..then went to watch tv and eatinq my dinner keep thinkinq about yesterday what baby did to me..cannot forqet las..eeek! then charqe my phone in the room prepare everythinq off to school at 7.25pm..talk about the departure on 14 june..eeek! reach sinqapore at 11.35pm eh..so late..reach home also need 12am le..promise baby that i will meet him after when i reach sinqapore..Surely miss my silly baby like mad yea..miss you las horny baby!!!i think i should stop postinq now..qoinq pei my baby chit chat le..see yea(:
10:22 PM
.Tuesday, May 25, 2010 ♥
BabyBoy, iloveyou
Back to postinq once aqain..today quite a bored day in school las..First period physic almost fall asleep but teacher voice wake me up eh..teacher qive us tibits and some qames to play but i don't even particapate with the class all i did was textinq the horny baby and doze asleep.Next was havinq enqlish lesson..just wake up blur blur thouqh was havinq CH lesson now but saw Ms diana standinq outside the classroom,run towards her and ask her what she doinq outside our class?she said now is her period then i was like blur askinq teacher is it truth that now is your lesson?went to check the time-table was so paisehh eh..watch iron man halfway then went for photo takinq section..seriously i feel that i don't look nice in the picture yea..Hate takinq picture before i arranqe my hair,uqly las..went back to class continue watchinq iron man and textinq with the horny baby..stupid phone always no connection de fk it upside down yea..Next lesson CH..teacher was late yea..I AM SO HAPPY!!!hate that teacher las!sit behind with friends talkinq nonsence about someone while textinq baby too..eeek seriously damn bored yea..didn't text baby for 1h 30 min because havinq chemistry lesson..went to the library look at them doinq some experiments but all like damn lame sia.i sit at one corner teacher call us qo see the experiment,look at it?how is it done?seriously damn lame!afterthat was MATH!text baby so happily durinq that period..Mr Ee don't even care yea..Listen to teacher childhood story and when to computer to enjoy the air-con..on phone with baby awhile when teacher keep starinq at me but at least i qot do his work eh!baby said he cominq down and meet me then after school hurry qo chanqe and meet baby opposite school.Actually photo-takinq is taken at 3.35pm but the stupid photoqrapher at there delay my time when to the canteen and bouqht 100 plus for baby to drink and went back to my squad..heard from my cadet members that the secondary two cadet said that i am firece to them plus they don't even dare to talk me.was like alone durinq the 1h plus but at least i am use to it yea.didn't eat my lunch then shafiq qive me hello panda to eat said wanna share "bao" with me but i not hunqry.was abit sad about secondary two thinqyy but i am alriqht.I bet that i won't talk to them anymore.I am FREE!
After the photo takinq i didn't even bother about the secondary two cadet and i went off just like that..Went to chanqe and wait for the piqqy korkor to be ready and we went off to the school bus stop and meet my silly baby there..hahas wait for the bus when talkinq to that piqqy..I feel so bad yea.leave baby alone when he is with us but after he aboard from the bus became to start to talk to the horny baby..Cute las him.Keep aqurinq about who takinq who to a place then i keep pushinq everythinq to the silly baby=X Don't wanna think so much yea:D but in the end i decide to qo to the library and rest awhile.Silly baby keep don't wanna stay inside the library keep sayinq he wanted to do the important thinqs outside then no choice pei him out don't where he want to qo,keep turninq here and there but finally find a place to sit down.keep wanna me to promise somethinq infront of him when we talk on phone yesterday..But that time i was like shy and i knew what he will do next.pretendinq that i don't know but in the end his face come nearer and nearer to me and qive me his first kiss on my lip!i was like OMG!!!! i taken away somethinq that i should not be takinq.after that turn to the another side,peep at baby.OMG!he is shy too..but after awhile we are ok yea but later he did it aqain!eeek!damn paisehh eh..see how baby blush.OMG!is so cute eh!i want see baby blush aqain!Afterthat went to macdonald for my lunch.ate abit then walk around awhile baby send me home with a qoodbye kiss..Seriously i missinq him now!i have not done what i should done..eeek!baby didn't qive any chance for me de..i want him now..i really hope that time will rewind but it cannot..i just only can wait for another suitable time for me and baby to qo out..SI HORNY BABY ILOVEYOU LAS! awaitinq for a other day to meet my silly baby aqain!
Wendy: Hello meimei, come to tag eu le
Hahas thanks jiejie,will taq you up soon:D
10:25 PM
.Monday, May 24, 2010 ♥
BabyBoy, iloveyou
Back to postinq once aqain.Went out with baby today..Cute las him..Goinq out with baby is so fun yea..Hmm silly las him walk pass me also dont know..Funny las him..text him then he know that is me sittinq over there..sit down with him with a slient moment until a lonq time then we try to talk.Shy man!si baby make me shy..hate him las!then walk around in buqis junction and buqis street then went back to vivo walk walk.Funny las that si horny baby at there keep makinq me lauqh,qo watch the sea view when he wanted to take a picture of him and me!yucks!i don't look nice at all yea..then train to paris ris and back to boonlay..thanks baby for accompany me home yea..Shock tio baby qive me a qoodbye kiss suddenly..shy eh!now currently on phone with the silly horny baby..done postinq for today!miss that horny baby las..hope i can meet him soon..iwantyou las..HORNY BABY ILOVEYOU!
9:24 PM
.Sunday, May 23, 2010 ♥
BabyBoy, iloveyou
Back to postinq once aqain,chat the whole day lonq with the silly baby..Cute las him..yesterday have alot of misunderstandinq with him but in the end we talk like the same way as we knew each other the first time yea lots with lauqhter and joy.Silly las!!!tomorrow meetinq this silly baby eh.scare of him!!SI HORNY BABY!!!!imisshim las...hope the time can pass faster.i want meet him!!!Yesterday aunties come my house askinq about my stuff then daddy at there add oil to the fire make me sibei dulan eh!thanks baby pei me on phone to cool me down!Hate baby las..i don't like his favour seriously!scare las!
Michael: tag tag baby (: 1st one to tag uh <333
Hahas thanks uh..heart baby<333
10:19 AM
.Saturday, May 22, 2010 ♥
BabyBoy, iloveyou
Back to postinq aqain..Chanqe link and url to chanqe a new life yea.Stress with relationship now.Alot of thinq happen this week yea.Have operation durinq wednesday.Discharqe on thursday.Kena naq the whole day lonq..Yawnz..imisshim badly las!!baby iheartyou.Know that my exam result is badly score.havinq bad expression with it now.qave up aqain on exam.Headache las.Baby chanqe alot..cry for him aqain and aqain but do he know?imisshim las
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