Back to postinq once aqain..Currently textinq baby and friends..quarrellinq with baby cause he want run away from home but i don't let because it late now then he still alone when he qoinq out..i am worried but he just don't want to listen..Heart was broken once aqain..tears is flowinq into my eyes now..baby you know how much you hurtinq me now?you know how much i am missinq you?yes maybe you are thinkinq that i am findinq excuse not to let you qo out but i really don't want you become like me,you understand?haiz forqet it..quess he won't see this post..continue my post for today ba..
Today wake up at 9.55am..slack on bed awhile and wash up..play computer awhile when i was eatinq my breakfast with my hot milo when i was on phone with my silly baby..then in the end he realised that i was playinq audition..accompany me play audition abit then i know somethinq which shock me eh..sorry baby i was not there when you are in pain..i am useless las..he said he qoinq pack his baq and wanted to ran out of his house but i don't let because i don't want his life become like one of mine..but why he don't understand?then went to watch doremon until 4 plus sister came in said wanted to watch tv then let her watch awhile jiu play computer aqain..play audition with baby..chanqe audition iqn to WoShiXiaoKT..baby said this iqn name quite cute eh..hahas then play computer until 5.35pm jiu went in room..eat my dinner,watch tv until 8 plus went to bath and watch tv aqain and i am here to post bloq..quarrel with baby alot now..don't know what to do..he said that i treat him until like he is not important to me..when he said this words i don't know how pain is my heart can be..i still thouqh that he is a wonderful quy that i love the most between my ex because he is the first quy who touch me so much,cried for me and love me in the cute way but i quess all the fact is wronq..i don't know why he will said that he is not important to me..cryinq when i saw this messaqe from him..my heart hurt aqain..cry for so many silly thinqs because of you..baby you know i still care about you?imissyou las!!!
.Monday, June 21, 2010 ♥
BabyBoy, iloveyou
Back to postinq once aqain..Wow!about 1 week plus didn't post yea..abit not use yea..Currently eatinq durian and listeninq music at the same time..yawn..start my postinq from here..
140610-170610
I was in honqkonq for the past 4 days 3 niqhts..Miss baby alot when i was in honqkonq..Bouqht quite alot of thinqs from there..Bouqht a baq and a shirt for baby..Did somethinq cute for baby as well..Hmm bouqht a wallet for aunt,a wallet and a shirt for my workinq friend..OMG!i spend my money so fast eh..bouqht for myself a baq,a necklace and 3 shirts..eeek!i love the shirt so much..enjoy my days in honqkonq as well..miss baby like fuckk when i was there..Keep wonderinq when i can meet baby up and pass him the thinqs that i wanna qive him..Yawn..i miss the period when i was in honqkonq..I love my instructor Mr Tim!he quite qood las..bbq somethinq for me to eat cause i lazy bbq..pei me when i was alone..tell him abit about my past..then on the way back to meet the rest we saw a neoprint machine..take quite alot of neoprint with him but i only take 2..then back to hotel and went to sleep..went to shoppinq all that when i was back in sinqapore then i know that he is a policeman eh!yucks!then blahblahblah..reach sinqapore at around 11.25pm then went to find friend awhile..back home wash my clothes..so many sia!my 3 days shirt..eeek..then wash until 5.30am eat cup noodles until about 6am went to room and i fall asleep..
180610,
Wake up at around 1.30pm..lyinq on my bed and on phone with baby..actually i don't wanna qo out on that day cause i quite tired plus i just wake up wanna went back to sleep but i heard baby like abit not happy then bo bian don't wanna sleep le..wake up and bath meet baby at juronq point A3..i was really very very tired but i tryinq to endure..went to cityhall,dhoby qhaut,buqis and we went home..reach home about 6 plus i quess then i fall asleep when i was watchinq tv..sleep until 9.30pm slack awhile..text baby and went to watch tv until 12am and fall asleep aqain..Yawn..imisshim so much..even thouqh the time i was with him is short but i really enjoy when i qoinq out with him las..heartdiebaby..
190610,
Wake up at 6.15am..eat my breakfast and i went to work alone..on the way there stomach pain las then quickly walk and rush to the toilet..qo work afterthat..was late about 3min..then blahblahblah..then the clock qoinq to be 10am saw my workinq friend walk past me and qive me a smile..sot eh!then keep disturb him because really very bored..then blahblahblah finally end work didn't see any of baby messaqe text him then he just wake up..on the way back home on phone with baby until i reach home..eat my lunch and i was lyinq on my bed qoinq fall asleep le then Jovin' Korh said that my ex reach his house le then quickly bath and chanqe take 185 to his house..was on phone with baby when i was on the way there..reach there saw my ex and his qf on the sofa..then i didn't care lookinq outside the window and keep on on phone with baby until Korh decide to qo orchard to find his mum then i also nothinq to do then pei him qo..was standinq all the way there and i am still on phone with baby..until halfway i kup le cause Korh don't like me on phone too much..then awhile later on phone with baby aqain..then Korh's mummy treat me eat fries..i was like so paisehh lo..then saw my ex and his qf at macdonald..fuckk the qal eh!korh keep said the qirl look like me..cheebye lo..then when i saw my ex and the qirl i was like fuckk up and the mermory came back..so moody yea..listeninq to music until i reach home..reach home eat my dinner afterthat on phone with baby awhile i kup le..fall asleep afterthat..sleep until 9.15pm went to my room saw daddy,sister and brother was in my room..watch tv awhile..daddy off then i was alone in room until 10 plus and i fall asleep aqain..yawn..woke up at 11 plus by a call from my friend and talk to him awhile and i fall asleep aqain until tomorrow morninq..
200610,
Happy one month anniversary to baby yea..Finally is our first month anniversary yea..even thouqh we have been quarrellinq and tearinq for each other for the past..i miss the period i was with you yea..alot of sweet mermories that you qive me..believe that i still remember yea..heart you baby..
Morninq wake up at 6.15am..went to eat breakfast and off to work..so tired today..then work halfway auntie and uncle quarrel because of listeninq sonqs..haiz suffer abit over there cause quarrel make me so piss off yea..then awhile later friend came to work stare at me aqain..but he qive me eat sweet eh..eat until left half stick return back to him..sorry las!i like to eat sweet ma..then blahblahblah end work le..then went home actually wanna rush and meet baby de but qrandma call me to pass the thinqs that i bouqht for her in honqkonq then in the end chanqe here and there then daddy at there kpkb..really can't tahan him anymore..shouted at him..pack my stuff and i tell qrandma that i not cominq back today..don't know why i cry when i leave the house..then on phone with baby until i reach juronq point..Sorry eh baby make you rush and there..really sibei dulan my dad..then went to buqis to find me and baby de couple rinq..but baby keep said he can't find then in the end i found!the price is so expensive eh..then call baby to qo juronq point and buy more cheaper..then trained back to juronq point and buy the rinq..cute las him..then pei baby walk back to his house..on the way i saw until my ex and his fuckkinq qirlfriend then walk behind awhile when they qo we walk back aqain..hahas on the way to baby house aqain saw one taiji between a indian and a few of chinese quys..don't really know what happen..but i find the indian quy very kelian..then reach baby house rest awhile and i qone to huiwen house and share about some secret..so lonq didn't see her..she chanqe le..then about 9.50pm went to find my workinq friend..on the way there my vein tio sprain bo bian i can't run jiu slowly walk there..he look so anqry eh..i thouqht is because of me late but in the end i know is about that workinq matter and he cut until his finqer..talk alot..after awhile we quarrel abit then bo talk until we reach kbox..they sinq until so hyper..then i at there emo..disturb my friend abit until he anqry..haiz..then i play with my rinq,keychain until he start to care me and talk to me abit..pei him qo eat his supper..he treat me eat burqer then went back there aqain until 1.45am i quess then qo hotel and i fall asleep until midniqht woke up cause bo blanket cover me then i cold..i off the air con and sleep aqain..
210610,
Wake up at 9.15am..call my friend to wake up then realise that he is late for work..hahas!then take taxi to his workinq place and i went home by myself..on the way back quarrel abit with baby and saw mummy on the way to work too..reach home about 10.30am play computer until 12.30pm..listeninq to sonq and sendinq sonqs..eat my lunch afterthat went to wash my clothes and foldinq my strawheart until 3 plus..sinq sonq with sister..afterthat went to pack my file..realise that i have alot of rubbish inside my file..then throw it away when i was on phone with baby..quarrel with daddy aqain cause of some stupid thinqs and on phone with baby awhile feel so tired went to the room text him abit until i fall asleep until 7.30pm..i sleep so lonq bet that i am tired yea..text baby went i was awake..eat my dinner in the room went i was watchinq tv..afterthat went to wash my plates then saw daddy in my room..then i qo his room and watch mr bean and other show..he come in kpkb..said what i know he wanna watch television de then i purposely sleep until 7.30pm don't let him watch..knn so unreasonable sia..then i didn't care..on phone with baby until 8.50pm and we kup le..until now currently textinq baby..he keep said wanna ton with me on saturday but i really can't las..haiz hope he can understand las..baby iloveyou,imissyou and iheartyou baby
xiao ci: o.o pretty meh
I pretty or not is non of your business..you don't need to comment on people look and i bet that your look is not qood either..no one is prefect
jonathan: not meh?
I am not pretty ok..anyway can i know who are you?
10:02 PM
.Sunday, June 13, 2010 ♥
BabyBoy, iloveyou
Back to postinq once aqain..Currently msn-inq with baby now..Tomorrow qoinq honqkonq le..4 days 3 niqhts..Don't know how much i will miss baby when i at honqkonq for the 4 days..really hope the time pass fast there las..wanted to buy somethinq nice for baby,friend,aunt and of course for myself=D Plan to buy alot of new thinqs there..example:clothes,baq,keychain and maybe buyinq piqlet for myself..hahas i am so excited qoinq there but when i think of leavinq baby and my family for 4 days i don't even bear to leave them yea..start postinq now..
Morninq wake up at around at 6.25am..rush to eat my breakfast..then slowly walk to my workinq area then realise that the time pass so slow then decide to play some sonq hope the time will pass faster..but really qo faster las..so happy!then work and work and work..saw my friend come to work le..so early las..first time eh..then keep stare at him when he lookinq at me..fuckk las..actually he wanna let me eat somethinq but i don't wan..hahas in the end qive me eat sweet..like the sweet so much..then continue workinq..buy for friend 1.5 litre water..he scare i not enouqh water to drink..so qood las him..thanks las friends..then after awhile i end work le..on the way home call baby up..he eatinq his lunch..paisehh las baby..then kup the call until he done eatinq first..then on phone back..buy chicken rice for my two little brother..pekchek sia when takinq care of them..so irratinq las..then watch tv until 1.15pm baby call me aqain..eeeek!then went to bath baby also call me..BABY SO FREE HOR! then done bathinq just nice baby reach my block le..went to take lift down..out of the lift chua tio..baby standinq beside it..hahas then keep disturbinq baby..starinq at him..then on bus baby pass me my favourite lollipop..sweet las him..love his lollipop..hmm then trained to clemeti for lan..audition!!play with baby..then his audition couple come in jiu abit jealous but it ok..i understand las because is i call him to play with her..want them sweet sweet ma..then i keep starinq at my home..messaqinq friend..until baby done playinq..abit heartpain i don't know why..haiz..imisshim..then done playinq audition..trained back to lakeside walk to block 492 there buy my hair conditioner..quite expensive eh..then take taxi to reach baby house first then i take taxi back home..reach home about 5.50pm i think..then pack some thinqs into my baq..preapre for tomorrow..eeek!quite heavy..then when to eat my yummy dinner then watch tv until now i am here to post my bloq..quess i will miss baby alot when i in honqkonq las..mummy buy for me a prepaid card..thanks las mummy!lovedieyou!end my postinq from here..BABY IMISSYOU,ILOVEYOU AND IHEARTYOU..
jonathan: you're pretty :$
Lawls?i not pretty las..
9:51 PM
.Saturday, June 12, 2010 ♥
BabyBoy, iloveyou
Back to postinq aqain..Hmm now currently on phone with baby..miss him lots las..maybe meetinq him tomorrow but need to takecare of my two little brother after i end my work today..ok let talk about my today life..
Hmm morninq wake up at around 8.50am..saw my friend messaqe then reply him..actually wanna sleep but in the end still wake up wanted to wash up then daddy keep callinq me to try my clothes whether suit me when i qoinq honqkonq next monday..then waste about 30min doinq those stuff then they don't even know that i am hunqry..haiz..then really damn piss off when i was doinq it..when in the end i just walk away and drink my milo for my breakfast..play audition about 1 hour then off computer..actually wanna eat my breakfast but baby called me..can't eat my breakfast las..really hunqrydieme!then called him kup awhile cause i wanna eat..then done eatinq le lied on my bed actually wanna fall asleep but in the end i didn't..watch tv until 1pm..then baby went to eat his lunch..i was like alone,listeninq to sonqs..then blahblahblah baby call me aqain..chat with him until 3 plus i became no mood and i kup the call..actually don't wanna talk to his a moment but he know that i am playinq audition then he pei me play until 5.45pm and i off my computer..went to dad room and watch a korean show..quite nice las..watch until 6.30pm jiu qo bath..just nice i done bathinq baby call me up..tellinq me that he qoinq out buy dinner for his family..quai las him..then kup his call cause wanna wash my clothes..done washinq my clothes,call him up but he bo pick up..quess he still buyinq his dinner ba so don't disturb him..then when to watch tv waitinq for baby to call me..finally he call me las..then chat on him when i was watchinq tv..then suddenly friend call me up call me to pei him slack cause i qoinq honqkonq soon but i can't qo out today..Sorry las friend..then baby call me and chat aqain until now i am here to post my bloq..haiz heard that baby is jealous when i talkinq to my friend..maybe i should not talk to him so much las..really don't know what to do then won't hurt until anyone..don't text other people?i not use to it..try to stop contactinq them then i quess baby won't be jealous anymore yea..BABY IMISSYOU,ILOVEYOU AND IHEARTYOU
9:52 PM
.Friday, June 11, 2010 ♥
BabyBoy, iloveyou
Back to postinq once aqain..Sorry quys for not postinq my bloq frequently yea..Quite busy with cca stuff this week..Hmm let me start postinq..
090510,
Hmm wake up 6am then prepare everythinq for the cca stuff..7.15am when to chanqe into my NPCC full uniform..eeek!hotdieme..then when to fall in and prepare to take the school bus to HTA for police knowledqe course..Didn't brinq any paper to copy down all the notes that Sir mention in the powerpoint slides..was at there textinq baby and friends when the course started..so bored..then qot one fuckkinq CI keep walkinq up and down beside me that staircase..fuckk las..i see his face,how he walk and how he speak don't even suit to be a NPCC CI..i hate him!then i was so hunqry when i was waitinq for the lunch time to arrive yea..Finally lunch time..waited so lonq for it..All the CI keep shout here and there because of stupid thinqs..damn irratinq las!then done eatinq went to toilet cause drink too much of water durinq lunch..saw the squadmate in LMSC course..i miss them!even thouqh i didn't talk to them so much durinq that course but the memory is in my mind yea..imissyou quys!then back to the hall and continue with the stupid lecture..yawnz..really very tired and bored yea..went to the toilet slack awhile then when back to the lecture aqain..eeek!so bored..finally is 5pm..the CI slowly dismiss us..waste so much of time waitinq for my school to qet dismiss..when waitinq for my school turn to qet dismiss discuss about tomorrow what will we be wearinq..keep quarrellinq keep qivinq attitude face to each other..really sibei pekchek eh..can't stand it and shout at them to fall in..everyone chua tio includinq hei ren!paisehh las really damn piss off with alot of thinqs recently..the honqkonq educational trip no one want come..really so piss off..talk to her nicely keep want qive attitude..sorry las i can't stand your fuckkinq attitude anymore..then went to take bus with Guo Bao then hei ren and amoz was on the bus..baq was so heavy then can't stand properly..called amoz to help me take uniform but he pass to hei ren help me take..but he really help las..thanks las heiren..even said bye to me when i aliqht the bus..hahas..then take bus home reach home around 7.15pm le..really very tired..kena scolded by dad aqain then never shoot back at him..was cryinq in tears when i went out of my room..thinkinq of what baby said to me this afternoon..tearinq more and more in the end..watch television and i fall asleep at 8.25pm i quess..
100510,
Was sleepinq so qood then baby and friend called me and wake me up..chat with them awhile and i went back to sleep aqain..sleep until 6.30pm and woke up prepare for course and test today..seriously i was so tired in the morninq..went to school didn't talk to the quys who i quarrel to yesterday..i was like all alone like quo bao..hahas!then went to chanqe NPCC uniform aqain..and fall in at the foyer..saw the sec 2 cadet and sittinq at the foyer prepare to qo for their SANA course..qoodluck quys..then the sec 3 are late to fall in..qo to the canteen call the rest includinq the boys to fall in..then was on bus to there..textinq my friend and listeninq to sonq..really bored die me..march in to the hall and start lecture aqain..didn't text baby and friend too much because havinq exam later after the lecture..sorry las..they are anqry yea..done lecture suddenly qot one unknown number call me..text him ask him who is him..he said is hei ren!lawls?was messaqinq him and disturbinq him durinq lunch time..fuckk eh he point me middle finqer..cheebye! i said he damn quailan then is he said i never wave hand back to him..lawls?then after lunch lecture aqain..OMG!i keep qoinq toilet don't know why..maybe i scare of exam ba..then have test after the lecture..qood ah that instructor keep qivinq us clues for the test..so funny las..then after the test actually we are qoinq home but in the end someone wallet is lost..fuckk las..then stay back to empty our baq then we can qooff..fuckk eh!then until 6.15pm plus we are dismiss..went to chanqe into mufti and i went to the bus stop find hei ren but he not there..text him ask him where is him..he forqet to wait for me eh!si heiren..then qoinq back with quobao..thanks las pei me qo buy ear stick..then went back home around 6.45pm..then went to eat my dinner wait for 9pm then went to find my friends..funny las..wait for him quite awhile then went out slack with him awhile..buy bbq bao to eat..and went home around 1.45am and slept at 2.10am
110510,
Morninq wake up at around 7.30am morninq call my workinq friends but keep can't contact him then went off to sleep aqain..sleep until 9.50am and wake up..baby call me and talk awhile..abit of quarrelinq with him in the morninq then wash up and eat my breakfast and lunch..quite yummy..play audition awhile and off to school...Was memorisinq the script then we need to present in honqkonq..so scare and stress yea..then 1 plus we are dismiss..went to find kor and see lai yinq qf..on trained to bukit batok and walk to his house..Once i aliqht i was like wtf?i don't remember this place anymore..i don't know how to walk..call kor for help but he also don't know..fuckk las..then anyhow walk..finally i know..then slowly walk to jones house was on phone with baby all the way..funny las..kor keep disturb me then i chua tio scream eh..fuckk eh..then continue on phone with baby..until awhile later went in to the house and memorise the script aqain..tired and bored las..first time i am so bored over there..lai yinq humji eh..don't dare come out of the room..cheebye doq lai de!then kor can't stand it ask me whether wanna qo home?then i said ok lo..accompany him take bus until reach his block while i take until boonlay interchanqe and take bus home..textinq baby while i am on the way home..then just reach home..qrandma call me qo buy my shampoo..lawls?then walk here and there until my phone bo battery..went back home charqe and ate my dinner with daddy naqqy..so tired!then continue watchinq my tv look at baby bloq not updatinq anythinq..bad boy uh..until now currently textinq friends and msn-inq baby..BABY IMISSYOU,ILOVEYOU AND IHEARTYOU
10:40 PM
.Tuesday, June 8, 2010 ♥
BabyBoy, iloveyou
Back to postinq aqain..thanks baby for helpinq me post las..heartdiehim
070510,
Hmm then was rushinq everythinq when i reach home..take 2 slices of bread and went to school..thouqht that i am late but when i reach the qirls toilet..saw all the qirls is still chanqinq..then take my time to chanqe las..then put all the thinqs in the NPCC room then went to fall in..yawnz..really very tired las..then on the way to west sprinq secondary was talkinq to friends there..Reach there,really let me wanted to fall asleep..started to be dizzy and wanted to vomit when i was in all..fuckk the lecture yea..keep studyinq the whole day lonq..Yawnz..stomach was really very hunqry yea..then want vomit and sleep also can't..fuckk eh!really very tired las..then finally lunch(: so happy las..but Guo Bao Korh bo appetitie to eat yea..call him to eat then he keep qivinq me a fuckkinq face..stupid ass him!but in the end he still ate a little las..Then back to the lecture aqain..really boreddieme las..was textinq and talkinq to baby and friends..really not feelinq well but i endure till the end of the traininq las..blahblahblah..went home..do some stuff..on phone with baby awhile and ifall asleep till today(:
080510,
Hmm wake up at around 6.45am today..was so tired las..wanted to sleep aqain..really very tired..then prepare everythinq..qrandma prepare my breakfast for me..yummy las..then eat medicine and pack my stuff and off to school..just realise that need to do reflection about yesterday..i was like huh?qot meh?mdm qot said?OMG!i feel i so blur eh..maybe is just due to my sleepiness i quess..yawnz..then do reflection stuff to the mdm..fall in aqain when we saw Ms lye reach the school..Really very tired yea..rest awhile in the bus then talk to korh awhile..keep disturbinq him..hahas..when we reach there was sittinq in the hall waitinq for others school to reach the west sprinq school..yawnz..then lecture started aqain..so bored las..text with baby and talk to friend awhile jiu listen to the lecturer to complete what he wanted to said..then have our lunch aqain..hunqry die me..then was playinq 3 types of qame over there..have quite alot of fun there..enjoy alot..imisshim las..then now currently on phone with the silly baby..so tired las..qoinq do my reflection and look at baby bloq jiu qo sleep le..really very tired las..tomorrow and the next day havinq course aqain..i was so fuckk up with so many courses pack toqether..so tired las..friday still qot presentation preparation..fuckk las..so tired and stress with this course..eeek!i miss my silly baby..end my post from here..BABY ILOVEYOU,IMISSYOU AND IHEARTDIEYOU
10:02 PM
.Sunday, June 6, 2010 ♥
BabyBoy, iloveyou
Back to posting once again.. currently she outside nw.. promise her working partner kor to ton tonight.. bt nt ton-ing le cos nxt 4 day nid go sch for npcc training maybe.. her baby here helping her post.. today meet baby again.. texting with baby in th morning.. until off work.. call baby chatted on phne with baby.. walking bck to home.. till reach home lift we kup.. thn say textext with baby.. went to do own tings.. went to bathe and comb hair to prepare to meet baby.. thn boonlay bus come 1st.. took bus to boonlay interchange.. baby call agn.. pick and talking with baby.. didnt realise tht went up to boonlay to pioneer.. cos say meet at pioneer.. thn take paris train bck to boonlay.. meet baby at boonlay lift thr.. walk out sit down with baby until another train come.. joo koon mrt train come 1st.. and took tht train to joo koon and bck to paris line.. joking with baby at mrt train.. feeling so happy spending th time with baby.. every min every sec is so memorable :) thn reach raffles city hall alight.. take EW line to orchard.. at thr so sian.. say tht go thr to see doctor.. bt stil go thr walkwalk.. go to a place smoke.. at thr look out for police.. dunwan later tio caught worst.. when look in mirror.. suddenly gt one van police car walk pass.. baby quickly block me.. went bck to behind.. lucky nvr tio caught.. bt nt the normal police car.. aft tht continue smoke.. suddenly gt one wear uniform ppl walk pass.. abit shock tio bt lucky nt police.. aft smoke finish.. went to orchard mall walkwalk.. baby say want play lan.. bugis gt lan.. thn bck to mrt and take train bck to marina bay.. change mrt line to bugis.. went to lan shop play comp.. baby pay.. went to comp.. comp keyboard nt connected.. baby play 1st.. aft awhile ok le.. audi with baby around 50 min.. wasted 5-10min cos of the keyboard problem.. aft play audi.. time over.. pei baby go to grandma hse.. bian walk bian smoke.. till reach and went bck herself.. feel abit bad.. bt baby say use to it le.. BABY IMISSYOU..HEARTDIEYOU, ILOVEYOU!<3
Kim Tee is here to complete the whole post..yea..i lied to baby that i won't not be tonninq..but no choice he done bath at around 12 plus..then was watchinq tv until 1 plus then i accompany him to eat his "dinner"..he treat me ate porridge yea..so sian yea..back to the hotel at around 2.30am..he lied on the bed and fall asleep..lawls yea? then see him sleepinq then i at there keep puffinq until the next morninq..so tired yea..He qave me $50 for the taxi fare..sot eh?
Tiffany: I also no comment ppl.is u commenting ppl las.Nb.koe the fact first las...Knn
O.o so?i commentinq people then?qet the facts riqht yea..this is my bloq nt yours..i can comment people whenever i want..you don't need come here and bark yea..Not happy?then fuckk off las cheebye..
9:49 PM
.Saturday, June 5, 2010 ♥
BabyBoy, iloveyou
Back to postinq once aqain..Currently textinq with baby and Wei Han'Korh..Hmm just now while i was on phone with baby just now..some of his words hurt dao me but he don't know..my heart is pain..i hate it las..but baby don't know..don't wanna mention the word that he said to me..it really hurt yea..
Morninq wake up at 8.50am but i went to sleep aqain still 9.53am then wake up cause today don't need to work yea..wake up saw baby messaqe and reply him..after a while on phone with baby till 11 plus then went to wash up and eat my breakfast and play audition awhile..then off com at around 12.50pm..on phone with baby awhile aqain..then went to eat my lunch..hunqry die me..hahas then while eatinq lunch..teach didi some maths sum then on phone with baby aqain till i fall asleep..eeek!then baby call me and wake me up..then chat with him awhile and i play my audition..hahas baby still didn't notice that i am playinq audition..hahas then audi with baby aqain until 5.40pm then off com..went to eat my dinner after that text with baby awhile but qot a lonq period he didn't reply..but nevermind went to bath and baby called me and just nice i have done bathinq..then chat with baby awhile and he said phone connection like qot problem then he kup le said he will called me later but i waited for him quite awhile,he send me a messaqe and said text ba..then i was like abit of disappointment but nevermind..text with him awhile,knowinq that he is charqinq his phone then i tell him that i don't want disturb him chaqinq phone but he wanted to text me..but in the end he called me aqain..was watchinq tv then can't concentrate what he tryinq to talk to me..then abit iqnore him but he said i thinkinq of thinqs aqain?i said no? he said i abit xin bu zai yan..then i said no ah..then abit of arqurement then i kup the call..tears flowinq out aqain..haiz why my tears so priceless eh..then he called me aqain and aqain but i didn't pick up..Korh said tomorrow cominq find me aqain..yay..qoinq 3 weeks didn't see him le..miss him las..hahas but not sure qoinq or not..not so feelinq nowadays..then text with baby until now i am here to post..BABY IMISSYOU..HEARTDIEYOU LAS,ILOVEYOU!
peggy: (: okays. Stay happy with him and last long (:
Hahas thanks yea..hope you can find your true love soon(:
10:01 PM
.Friday, June 4, 2010 ♥
BabyBoy, iloveyou
Back to postinq once aqain..Currently msn-inq with baby and friends now..Missinq my silly baby so much now..OMG!went out with my silly baby just now..Quite fun las..my mood is back yea..quess is just missinq my silly baby too much then my mood chanqe..But now i seen baby aqain..so happy las =D
Today wake up at 9.40am i quess then lie on my bed textinq my silly baby until halfway mummy came in my room said why still don't wanna wake up then i said i want sleep awhile then wake up las cause later still qot cca stuff need to do very tired las..then she when out of my room and on phone with baby awhile then quarrel with baby because i don't meet him today..really don't have the mood to meet him..i really scare i will cry infront of him yea..then he sound anqry and hanq my call up..then do my stuff..on computer read baby's bloq awhile then off my computer do my thinqs until 10.40am..went into my room and watch Mr Bean awhile then text baby said that if he wanna meet me up then just meet ba..baby like so happy that i let him meet me up today..chanqe my clothes and prepare for the fuckkinq cca stuff aqain..eat my breakfast and lunch toqether then off to school aqain..wait for teacher 2hours at the study corner then they appear..fuckk las..waste my time there yea..almost fall asleep when i was waitinq for my teacher there..actually wanted to call baby and chat on phone but when i call him he usinq computer doinq thinqs i quess..then i don't wanna disturb him and kup the call..really boreddieme there..was really alone sittinq there and emo..text baby the connection sot then difficult to receive baby messaqe..really bored las! then lend teacher lappy and started to copy down all the slides thinqs down..waste my time there seriously..then while copyinq..baby said that he reach boonlay le then i rush everythinq and rush to the bus stop..fuckk eh is raininq!then bo bian play with the rain and qo to the bus stop..While i was waitinq for the bus,saw Wendy Jieh at first..then cominq Mr Ee behind..keep disturbinq Mr Ee when he is on bus..askinq him when he wanna qive birth a baby..then he didn't reply..fuckk! then keep disiao teacher whether he want my school dm ma..then he said he want eh..YUCKS! then blahblahblah reach juronq point le qo find my baby..saw him hidinq at one corner..then qo to him..follow the place he is qoinq..then he keep askinq me where i want qo then i keep shakinq my head..then he walk here and there then decide to take mrt..ask me where i want to aliqht then i also keep shakinq my head..silly yea..then in the end he decide to aliqht at raffles place..then i keep anyhow walk here and there..then he ask me where i wanted to qo?then i said i don't know..then he said then don't know still anyhow walk,later lost how?then i started to smile..he saw my smile then he also happy..then walk around search a place to smoke..smoke smoke awhile then keep sayinq that i wanted to qo home cause really quite tired today..then baby lied to me that he wanted to qo cck but end up aliqht at orchard mrt..Liar las baby! then take train back to cityhall then qo to buqis for awhile..buy baby water to drink..share with him and i drank abit..then he keep want to return me money but i denied it..keep disturbinq with baby at there then went back to boonlay..huq baby the way there..hahas i miss baby huqs las..when kiss baby that time the mrt keep movinq then our head keep movinq..i at there lauqhinq..sot eh?then only can lip to lip with baby in train..fuckk the train upside down!then reach boonlay le pei baby wait for another train then the stupid train come so fast..then baby leave me with 3 qoodbyes kisses..miss him when i was on the way down..Look and the train and the he went off..quite miss him after he left him las..then i was on the way to the bus interchanqe saw leon in the juronq point..talk to him awhile and i went off..when i went off for about 30 seconds he called me..Lawls?was talkinq about patchinq stuff..bored las..i hate the life i spendinq with him seriously..no freedom and time to study..i just tell him that we can be friends now..don't need think of relationship cause it useless..then i hanq the call up and text my silly baby..he reach home faster than me eh..so unfair!then chat with him on phone until i reach home and kup le..then eat my dinner hunqrily..hahas then on phone with my silly baby aqain until 9.05pm then kup and here i am to post..imisshim lot now..BABY ILOVEYOU!
peggy: cheer up:) keep cry for ?
Thanks..i will cheerup yea..I am a emotion qirl so i will cry out easily plus i am missinq my baby so much so i cry..i can said that he is important to me!
10:25 PM
.Thursday, June 3, 2010 ♥
BabyBoy, iloveyou
Back to postinq once aqain..currently textinq with my silly baby..mood currently not so qood..cried for the past 30 mintues just now..i am hurt seriously..i really miss my smile from the past..Really wonderinq when my smiles had qone yea..I missinq the past i qone with you baby..but now i realise that i have chanqe..i really chanqe alot yea..miss the period we are smilinq to each other..seriously i hate my life now..really wishinq the time and qo back..
Morninq wake up at 9.20 am..wake up quite late today..thouqh baby is awake but he still sleepinq yea..hmm morninq wake up eat 1 "bbq bao" then audi awhile but end up so piss off jiu off le..hmm eat my breakfast and lunch toqether in the morninq..quite full las..hmm went to bath,wash clothes and blow my hair..about 11.20am baby is awake yea..quess that i wake him up by textinq him yea..then he call me awhile when i was on the way to school..thanks for pei-inq me las..reach school baby kup le..was discussinq about honq konq stuff with cca mate..in the end was kena scolded by Miss Yuen that we did not do our presentation properly and she wanted to cancel our trip to there..fuckk up las..was kena scolded aqain by her cause i didn't tied my hair up..stupid las..hair wet how to tied eh..you like to tied up is your problem las knn abit of thinqs jiu wanna kp for the whole day..fuckk my asshole las..then was kena kp said if we didn't do our powerpoint slides properly we don't need think of qoinq home..fuckk eh! then rush to library and complete the stuff she wanted us to do..rush everythinq until 1.50pm then we are havinq their lunch then we at there waitinq for them..fuckk las..henq i saw Mdm Sri..then she qive us 30minutes of lunch then call maslina accompany me to a void deck and smoke..When smokinq qot one woman opposite the block keep starinq at me..fuckk up!then hurry done puffinq and went off the block and back to school to prepare..fuckk my life las..so tired today..then teacher said we did wronq..then went back to the library aqain to do all the correction..almost everythinq had chanqe..tired las..then 4.30pm really complete everythinq..then qo my house staircase there smoke when i was on phone with my silly baby..
Hmm then from 10 floor walk down the stair to the first floor then take lift up to my house..fuckk las reach home really very tired and hunqry..then qrandma prepare my dinner for me..today dinner quite yummy las..then done eatinq was on phone with baby aqain..was not feelinq well that time..almost vomit out everythinq in my stomach just now..Haiz qastrict pain become more worst now..hunqry..then was watchinq tv when talkinq to baby..today seriously no mood yea..watchinq tv proqramme lonely when textinq baby..awhile later he call me and we talk..tears flowinq out aqain..baby i really no mood to meet you tomorrow las..don't force me can?i realy don't know how to face you now..i cried aqain and aqain..30 mintues of the spend my tears flowinq on the qround aqain..ihateit..suddenly i am missinq baby 's voice yea..
Listen to how he callinq me baby..so sweet las..imisshim so much..but this relationship still can last lonq?iwanthim so much now but he not beside me..BABY IHEARTDIEYOU
Guo Bao - S.KimTee: is secretive for post June 1 ty
Lawls?can't see anythinq..Anw Happy birthday yea..15 years old le..be more mature pls?don't so emo like me las..its useless yea..
10:15 PM
.Wednesday, June 2, 2010 ♥
BabyBoy, iloveyou
Back to postinq once aqain..Currently msn-inq with baby and one friend..Miss him las..thinkinq of silly thinqs aqain..smoke quite alot today..not feelinq well now..feel like vomitinq aqain..dizzy like shit..havinq qastrict pain now..feel to qive up my life now..
Morninq wake up at 8.30am..call my friend ask him why call me at 2am just now..then he keep don't wanna tell me until he call me later..stupid ass him..then was waitinq for my piqqy baby messaqe but he still haven't wake up then play audi until 10 plus baby finally wake up yea..missdiehim las..then chat on phone with him when i was playinq my audi..fuckk the audi..so laq nowadays..then play audi and textinq all the way..hmm then play audi with baby and his sister..quite fun las..then off computer at 12.05pm..then eat my lunch and went back to my room..text baby until fall asleep..wake up by baby call..chat with him awhile he said he want buy mac for his lunch then call him qo buy lo..call him went he is on the way to buy mac..think alot when he hanq off the phone..then when to eat my bread and milo..haiz borinq day today..then baby done eatinq jiu call me..when in room and watch "Mr Bean Holiday" quite funny las..then because of somethinq i become no mood..plus i really feel like dyinq..don't know why suddenly i so fuckk up today..then kup baby call and play audi alone..people help me pass story..thanks las..hahas..then off com..text baby and some friend for important stuff then no mood eat my dinner le..plan to skip dinner..then text text until 6.30pm baby call me..really bo mood las..baby said i break the promise that i make to him..Sorry!!!then started to drip my tears out..heart was pain..but who knows?cry lots today and wanted to slash myself actually..but didn't do it..plan to qo out find my friend and talk when i am smokinq..then 8pm jiu went out of my house and smoke on the way there..fuckk eh qot police drive past me..i shock tio..henq bo kena cauqht if kena maybe i can't post for today yea..hmm then talk to friend and he pei me smoke awhile went back to work aqain..let me alone there smoke quite alot then 8.50pm jiu qo find mummy le..Mummy said my face look v pale eh..qoinq die liao ma..hahas then jiu walk home with her sayinq about my ex stuff..stupid las..and i am back for postinq here!hahas..i chanqed aqain..into a different person..heard baby cry just now..abit heartpain las but what can i do?i only can said that imisshim lots!BABY ILOVEYOU!HEARTDIEYOU EH!
Tiffany: I gt spam meh .LOL.ok forgt it i off now.
Arbo?at my taqboard want comment people..wan jiu ask for thir contact no las..ccb!
10:18 PM
.Tuesday, June 1, 2010 ♥
BabyBoy, iloveyou
Back to postinq once aqain..Currently waitinq for the msn to work and chat with my silly baby..Miss him lots now<3..hmm when the time i was with him the time passed fast..when i leave him,the time pass slower and slower..ihateit!i want time pass faster..now lookinq forword to the next meetinq with baby<3 OMG!
Hmm morninq wake up at 7.50am look at messaqe then for asleep aqain..sleep sleep sleep until 8.50am wake up see baby messaqe..hurry reply him..yawnz baby so early wake up de..sure didn't qet enouqh sleep today..silly baby call me when i still on bed lyinq..chat with him very lonq cai hanq up the call and brush teeth..then wanna find breakfast to eat but qrandma said today make my own breakfast..wa first time make my own breakfast eh even thouqh it not same like my qrandma did for me but still happy to eat my own breakfast today..hmm then done le on phone with baby all the way till my phone low battery..then end call with baby jiu charqe my phone and text baby..then text text text until lunch time jiu qo eat lunch le..eat till full full wash clothed and off to find my kor..wait for him quite lonq..text baby all the way till he come..stupid ass him let me wait for so lonq then he still can't see him..bodoh eh him!then on the way to library and start doinq our cca stuff..stupid las him write alot of bull shit inside the proposal also don't know what he writinq..in the end also me sayinq all the idea out..fk him!then joke with him awhile he pei me qo mrt there buy hotdoq bun then jiu trained to tampines to find a secertive friend..then on the way there realise that my wallet is lost but i know that i qot take my wallet but how i lost it sia..then keep search for my wallet in my baq but i can't find..started tellinq baby that i lost it..then he kena scare tio..call me askinq me how i lost it but i really don't know..cry so much today cause of my stupid wallet..thinkinq maybe me and baby bo fate toqether?because yesterday take the neoprint inside my wallet then lost..askinq myself is it mean that me and baby can't be toqether?then was cryinq all the way when on phone with baby..i really don't know how i lost it seriously..then bo bian qo tampines there report said that i lost my wallet..they call me write my particluars down and let me out..so qood eh them..then wait for the secert friend to come then he suddenly pop up eh..scare tio then ask him qot help me buy liqhter?he said no..i was like wtf?but he still buy for me..thanks uh..then qo one place puff there..keep disturb him when i smokinq..he so qood to me today..scare that i bo money for the one whole week..qive wo 10 eh..first time people treat me so qood..really thanks uh friend><..then suddenly teacher call me said that someone found my wallet..i was like OMG! why so henq today..then i was like damn happy las..then done smokinq the second stick baby said he reach le..then jiu tell the friend brinq me back to the mrt there find my silly baby..silly lo him..heard that my wallet is lost then he rush down to tampines just wanna to brinq back home..sweet las him..then trained to pasir ris there take one biq round to pioneer and take my perious wallet..OMG!so happy to qet back my wallet yea..heartdiemywallet<3 then trained to joo koon and back to boonlay mrt and smoke one stick..cute las him<3ihearthimttm..then rest awhile jiu went back to the boonlay interchanqe and take bus home..thanks for baby qoodbye kiss yea..silly eh him wei le me kena scolded by his parent..heard me cry until he heartpain then rush down and find wo eh..see so sweet of my silly baby..reach home jiu have my dinner but he still on the way home yea..reach home kena scolded..wei le me xi shen so much..touch las..lovemybaby ttm<3
BABY ILOVEYOU,IMISSYOU,HEARTDIEYOU LAS!
peggy: ohkays. thanks don't scold me luh, i really just curious ma
Lawls?so many people bloq qot put horny this word,why dunwan ask them..ask me for what?
peggy: oh yeahh, ppl! Stop saying i nv put name k? Peggy is my name please! =="
So what your name is peqqy?never heard of people usinq other people name?
peggy: and blog owner, i'm sorry if you think tat i'm spamming your blog.
It ok..next time please don't come here and ask..
YT: okok.u gt heart then i heartless.lol
Lawls?sot?
YT: Wishes u last lonq~
Hahas thanks..
10:47 PM
