Back to postinq aqain..Currently on phone with my silly baby now..Miss him so badly now..Meetinq him tomorrow for movie yea..hahas so happy eh(:Hmm did not qo school today due to the stupid appointment for review..text baby when i was on the way there..have injection at clinic to have more nutrients..pain eh!!hmm then daddy brinq me and aunt to hawker centre there eat my lunch and back to boonlay..qo qiant shoppinq centre there buy somethinq then shun bian buy marshmallow for baby and me for tomorrow:)
Rush back home and prepare for remedial and attend Mr Ee last teachinq lesson..Quite miss this friendly teacher..Even thouqh he did shout at me before but he didn't ever qave up on me..Even thouqh i am playful and nauqhty in his class but he still qave me hope..Really qivinq u a biq thank you!then even thouqh i fail my maths,teacher still qive me see his wife and their weddinq photo..OMG!is so sweet!!
After lesson went back home,audition with the horny baby after awhile don't have any mood to play audition really don't know why..started to think alot of silly thinqs and even think of leavinq baby but i ask myself can i  really leave him?do i still love him? and alot alot more..seriously i feel that i have chanqe..i chanqe to be more and more silly..chanqe to have lots of bad attitude..i lied alot to my parent..why i started to chanqe to become like this?i reqret to stead with L if i didn't stead with him maybe i won't be like this..i become more and more emo..without any freedom for me..i sufferinq now asshole!
Then now talk to baby also like bo mood..Maybe emo is my hobby ba..Sorry baby i have chanqe,i really chanqe..i really love you but i quess that i can't afford your love this much yea..I want to avoid you but i ask myself can i bear to even avoid you?iheartyou las silly!then text baby the whole eveninq and went school to school and take my result slip..All fail eh!suprised bodoh! hmm then after daddy saw my result his attitude automatic chanqe!he became so fuck up kpkb me infront of my friends want me sia suey infront of them..reach home chattinq with baby on until now..seriously don't have any mood now..nothinq important don't text me!end my postinq from here..SI HORNY BABY ILOVEDIEYOU LAS!!!
Michael: Baby dun lyk tht say, although u are abit diff nw... bt i am always here to support u, love u and care for u <3
Really sorry baby i have tried to be happy but i can't..now then i realise that i need you so much..baby can i have your shoulder now?even thouqh we are still not ready but i bet that i really love you!heartdieyou<3
Michael: i tink ur oldself will come bck soon, tink u are abit stress ba
Nope..i really started to become my own self..i emo now..huq me tiqht baby): 9:46 PM