Back to postinq once aqain..Currently on phone with my baby..Havinq a biq quarrel with him about somethinq silly about me..think throuqh the silly way..is by tellinq baby that i not serious with him and i just playinq with his feelinq..i did cry when i text this to him..my heart is pain..bear the tears and pain tellinq baby the "truth" that i think of..imisshim..i really miss him..today is the very first time i cry terribly when i was on phone with baby..even i thouqh that we can last lonqer but my heart tellinq me to let qo of this relationship..my heart was hurt..seriously i am deep in love with him now but now he know somethinq he not should be knowinq..i reqret from the past..askinq myself why am i so silly to qave away somethinq that is very very important to me..cryinq painly in the room..didn't talk to baby much just now..keep cryinq and pressinq my heart to reduce the pain that i am havinq..i hate this feelinq yea..iwanthim but i tryinq to push him away from my side..i really wanted him to pursure his real realtionship and stop wastinq time on me yea..ineedhim but i just decline to myself that i don't need him,i can live without him..ihearthim but i just keep tellinq myself to let qo because i know that i can't afford the love he qave me..ilovehim but my heart tellinq me that it time to let qo..baby i really really love you..i drip my tears for you..sorry maybe i should break my promise that i have make for you..Think alot alot about baby..thinkinq about the memory that i have been with baby,the time i spend with baby..i really miss every this period that i have with you baby..Baby sorry i make you cry ,anqry and sad with me aqain..i have chaqe,really chanqe alot..i know you do alot of thinqs just want to make me happy but i bet is just a waste of time yea..Memory wouldn't be lost..it always in my heart..i still remember the time i was with you and spend with you happily but it seem everythinq should end here..I don't bear to leave you..even your promise and our memory that we have spend toqether..IMISSYOU!ILOVEYOU!INEEDYOU!IWANTYOU! AND IHEARTYOU BABY!
My forever 200510 is just for you..

peggy: lols, mind explain the word to me? I dunno.
If you really want to know just search for porn and you will knew what is horny all about(:
Tiffany: LOL
LOL?don't need to lol people..so what people don't know what is horny about?don't need to lauqh at people rite?
Michael: u dunno is ur prob, is neither ur business.. fk off tq, put rl name if u nt hum..
Lax las baby..people haoqi what is horny about what..last time i also like that..damn haoqi de ok?
NST: ya lor.. if you dunno it's ur problem larh.. people's blog she post wateva she wants and like.
Lawls i aqree but people haoqi haven mature yea can't blame them yea..
NST: dun nid you to care so much on wat she posted.. -.-
Yup but post is let people to read what without any comment on it..
NST: although idk her and idk you, i really want to say all these to y'all.
Hahas thanks for helpinq me but mind writinq your real name down?
NST: NO OFFENCE, anyway.. jux stating the facts.
Yea i understand but they understand your lanquaqe?
NST: paiseh, Kim Tee, spammed your blog.
Nah is ok but can write down your rl name when comment because i want to know you(:
Michael: No its is nt a waste when i am with u
Yes?no matter what this post is for you..
Michael: tis is nt th truth of ur heart, cnt end here pls
I really feel like endinq now..i am sufferinq with pain now
Michael: tis is nt rl to me, i dun believe th fact tht end up lyk tis
But you should face the fact yea?i runninq away from the fact now
Michael: i dun persue my own relationship, u r my love.. pls dun treat urself lyk tht
Myself?i still a person in your heart?i just a bitch now which don't belonq to anyone.

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