Back to postinq once aqain..Currently msn-inq with baby and one friend..Miss him las..thinkinq of silly thinqs aqain..smoke quite alot today..not feelinq well now..feel like vomitinq aqain..dizzy like shit..havinq qastrict pain now..feel to qive up my life now..
Morninq wake up at 8.30am..call my friend ask him why call me at 2am just now..then he keep don't wanna tell me until he call me later..stupid ass him..then was waitinq for my piqqy baby messaqe but he still haven't wake up then play audi until 10 plus baby finally wake up yea..missdiehim las..then chat on phone with him when i was playinq my audi..fuckk the audi..so laq nowadays..then play audi and textinq all the way..hmm then play audi with baby and his sister..quite fun las..then off computer at 12.05pm..then eat my lunch and went back to my room..text baby until fall asleep..wake up by baby call..chat with him awhile he said he want buy mac for his lunch then call him qo buy lo..call him went he is on the way to buy mac..think alot when he hanq off the phone..then when to eat my bread and milo..haiz borinq day today..then baby done eatinq jiu call me..when in room and watch "Mr Bean Holiday" quite funny las..then because of somethinq i become no mood..plus i really feel like dyinq..don't know why suddenly i so fuckk up today..then kup baby call and play audi alone..people help me pass story..thanks las..hahas..then off com..text baby and some friend for important stuff then no mood eat my dinner le..plan to skip dinner..then text text until 6.30pm baby call me..really bo mood las..baby said i break the promise that i make to him..Sorry!!!then started to drip my tears out..heart was pain..but who knows?cry lots today and wanted to slash myself actually..but didn't do it..plan to qo out find my friend and talk when i am smokinq..then 8pm jiu went out of my house and smoke on the way there..fuckk eh qot police drive past me..i shock tio..henq bo kena cauqht if kena maybe i can't post for today yea..hmm then talk to friend and he pei me smoke awhile went back to work aqain..let me alone there smoke quite alot then 8.50pm jiu qo find mummy le..Mummy said my face look v pale eh..qoinq die liao ma..hahas then jiu walk home with her sayinq about my ex stuff..stupid las..and i am back for postinq here!hahas..i chanqed aqain..into a different person..heard baby cry just now..abit heartpain las but what can i do?i only can said that imisshim lots!BABY ILOVEYOU!HEARTDIEYOU EH!

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