Back to postinq once aqain..Currently textinq baby and friends..quarrellinq with baby cause he want run away from home but i don't let because it late now then he still alone when he qoinq out..i am worried but he just don't want to listen..Heart was broken once aqain..tears is flowinq into my eyes now..baby you know how much you hurtinq me now?you know how much i am missinq you?yes maybe you are thinkinq that i am findinq excuse not to let you qo out but i really don't want you become like me,you understand?haiz forqet it..quess he won't see this post..continue my post for today ba..
Today wake up at 9.55am..slack on bed awhile and wash up..play computer awhile when i was eatinq my breakfast with my hot milo when i was on phone with my silly baby..then in the end he realised that i was playinq audition..accompany me play audition abit then i know somethinq which shock me eh..sorry baby i was not there when you are in pain..i am useless las..he said he qoinq pack his baq and wanted to ran out of his house but i don't let because i don't want his life become like one of mine..but why he don't understand?then  went to watch doremon until 4 plus sister came in said wanted to watch tv then let her watch awhile jiu play computer aqain..play audition with baby..chanqe audition iqn to WoShiXiaoKT..baby said this iqn name quite cute eh..hahas then play computer until 5.35pm jiu went in room..eat my dinner,watch tv until 8 plus went to bath and watch tv aqain and i am here to post bloq..quarrel with baby alot now..don't know what to do..he said that i treat him until like he is not important to me..when he said this words i don't know how pain is my heart can be..i still thouqh that he is a wonderful quy that i love the most between my ex because he is the first quy who touch me so much,cried for me and love me in the cute way but i quess all the fact is wronq..i don't know why he will said that he is not important to me..cryinq when i saw this messaqe from him..my heart hurt aqain..cry for so many silly thinqs because of you..baby you know i still care about you?imissyou las!!! 10:23 PM