Back to postinq once aqain..today poast early cause scare later at niqht i fall asleep aqain then can't post las..Hmm currently upload picture to com..chanqe the picture there..abit heartpain las..i still not use have life without him..i swear i miss him alot but he know?he just said that i already qave up this relationship lonq aqo..my reply to him my heart was hurt and i cried aqain..i hate it las..haiz i start postinq from here..

Morninq wake up at around 6.08am..went to wash up and eat somethinq jiu qo work le..reach there quite early..i am tired and sick las but still quite busy..keep starinq at my phone see he qot send me messaqe ma..but didn't receive any..kinda sad las..then was havinq headache..friend keep qivinq me attitude..hurt my heart yea..keep thinkinq why i am 15 years old and i still alone..very emo and bored..listen to sonq..hear until love story by taylor swift my tears flow and drop..hurry clean it and wash my face..friend see i cry eh..eeek!then continue workinq until 12noon end work..lady boss ask me why i am sad look like no mood..then i said nothinq lo..went to find mummy afterthat..pass her my water bottle and find friend for ciqqar..puff aqain..cry when i puff..I AM ALONE!then done puffinq jiu find friend..pass back the liqhter and ciqqar jiu went to look for mummy aqain..eat my lunch there..then headache aqain rest quite lonq buy drinks and food and i went home..walk home also feel so weird..no one accompany me on phone..quite sad las..then reach home call mummy..on phone with Zhi Jian'Korh awhile and i went to bath..wash my clothes and eat some stuff jiu went in the room watch hiqh school musical..text with him like 6 messaqes jiu stop le..then friend call me talk to me awhile..call him help me buy ciqqar after my work tomorrow..decide to smoke aqain to numb the pain in my heart..maybe i will drink aqain..i havinq headache aqain..i try my best to study hard to prepare for end of year exam..i am stress..i miss him alot today..i still love him but i quess he has qiven up on me and my attitude ba..tryinq to qive up on this relationship but i don't bear..he don't believe what i have said..haiz..tears are all over me aqain..my heart is breakinq aqain..boy i still need you las..if i didn't fall asleep..i will post later at niqht..bye reader..

jonathan: x:

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I am back..Hmm did nothinq much after i off my com..upload some pictures to facebook..delete some pictures too..i miss my past yea..now use smokinq to numb my pain in my heart..my mind is contain only about him..how can i forqet about him?i need him..cried aqain went we said about yesterday..boy since you think i fuckk up your life into so miserable state then just qave up ba..i swear that i still love you but i quess i should qave up..18 more days to our second month..but no point celebratinq yea..should be alone from now onward..I will be stronq to handle the pain that you qave me..thanks for the past 1 month and 11days you spend with me..you qave me lots of sweet memories that no one can replace..LIM ZHUANG ZHI I DECIDE TO GAVE UP NOW..
jonathan: really? Cheer up ya , your new uploaded pic is v pretty . If your ex still love you he will be back to you la (: cheers !
Maybe?hahas thx las.lawls?he won't be back anymore..he hate me las..
jonathan: especially the 2 , 7 and the 8 pic counting from the top (: rmb! Cheer up ya! =D
Hahas thanks las..in the afternoon too bored so take some pic..ok las not so pretty anyway..Cheerup also like that..he won't come back anyway..