Back to postinq once aqain..kinda of sick now..thinkinq the past of us..missinq the past of mine..everythinq chanqes yea..puffinq is just a excuse for me to numb my pain,drinkinq is just a excuse for me to forqet you a moment but everythinq seem useless..
040710,
Hmm wake up at around 6.15am..went to wash up and eat my breakfast and off to work..on the way there think alot about this relationship..i still thinkinq of you las..slowly walk to work..play some sonqs that said out my heart words and feelinq las..reach work damn busy until i forqetten to eat my lunch..havinq qastricts pain aqain..talk to my workinq friend abit..then off work le..take ciqqar from him..went to find mummy and i went home..was really very tired las..Anyway thanks Samson'Korh for the concern but i choose to walk the miserable path..went home actually prepare to sleep but that period i qoinq fall asleep brother throw bottle at me and wake me up..can't sleep afterthat then choose to watch tv las..the show so sweet las..have a sweet endinq that i hope i can have it but i quess he won't return to me las..thinkinq of him all the way when i was at home..haiz..text him abit then know that he still concern about me..was really damn touch las..but it stop halfway..watch finish the show and went to bath and wash my clothes..afterthat i qo out meet Zhi Jian 'Korh..take taxi to qo there..then know one xiao didi name coconut..hahas thanks the both of you for cheerinq me up las..keep jokinq with that xiao didi..cute las him..qive him 2 sticks to smoke..went to lan actually want to play audition de but seem no com to play las..then forqet it..saw my ex las but he forqet about me le..then chat with him abit..Korh said wanted to qo west coast cc there see lion dance..then i anythinq lo..puff all the way there..thinkinq of my past aqain..tell some memories to that little coconut..and after awhile my mood chanqe when i saw his messaqe..i know i didn't really cherish about our relationship but i swear i really really love you boy..and really very sad call korh buy tiqer beer for me drink..they keep snatchinq with me las..eeek!then beqin to have headache,wanted to vomit and my sickness is back aqain..the memories is back aqain..was really very sad las..call coconut accompany me qo puff,my ex follow..my tears drop infront of them..was really really very sad las..boy i miss you..when i cry it beqin to rain a little..they said is my fault to cry..i was like lawls?then cheer me up to make me lauqh..thanks las..then slack with them abit more jiu went to find friend..take taxi to clementi mrt there..the taxi fare $4 qive him $10 to chanqe but he return me $12..i was really very blur lo..off the taxi then i know he chanqe the wronq chanqe to me..then i said o.o today maybe is my lucky day ba..i was late to meet my friend..sorry las..i really try to rush there but he can't understand las..on taxi to slack..heard one sonq that hurt my heart alot alot..my friend saw me drippinq my tears aqain..confort me awhile i ok le..forqet to eat dinner aqain..he brinq me qo eat fish porridqe..thanks las..so sweet of you..still blow the mushroom just for me eat..really thanks las..slack with him until 1.30am and i went home..reach home about 2 am le..can't sleep..i thinkinq of you aqain..boy imissyou..
jonathan: maybe he just not suitable for you. Don't because of someone and make yourself miserable. (: you're pretty. Don't denied girl =D !
Lawls?i really not pretty ok..i really don't know..i miss him alot but i quess he won't choose this relationship to lastlonq anymore..
jonathan: and you must cheer up ya! =D don't cry (: sayang sayang =x
Lawls?don't worry ba..the pain qone i will cheerup de..but the pain is still there..

--Yuki: Eh lol la . So ugly still hong guy . Er xin man . Michael made a right choice to forgo this relationship (:
Eh please las..no one is prefect in this world..you thouqh that you are 100% pretty?yea he make the riqht choice so?is your problem?use your real name to taqq las..
jonathan: yuki~ erm, why you scold her? O.o She's pretty ok. anw , it's their relationship be friendly abit. hahs.
Lawls?thanks las..said le i not pretty..stop sayinq that i am pretty ok..bo bian she want to be the third party..
050710,
Hmm wake up around 9.30am i quess..thouqh i lost my ciqqar box then find awhile finally i found it yea..went to wash up and play computer until 11am..actually don't want to qo out today but the stupid coconut call me to qo find him..i was like eek!then bobian qo find him..smoke when i was on the way to the bus stop..almost vomit my breakfast out when i was on the way there..on phone with Zhi Jian'Korh awhile then bus came..read abit of book on bus..see i quai eh..but in the end headache las..then rest awhile..take bus to the lan..don't know how to walk there call Zhi Jian to direct me how to walk..i only like blur blur de..in the end he come fetch me..hahas puff while talkinq to him..bastard sia him anyhow touch my waist..fuckk eh..then brinq me into lan..play arcade for 2hour then i was rottinq their till 5 plus..Pin Yanq'Korh came le..talk to him and joke with him..time pass so fast yea..qoinq 10 months didn't see him le..still the same so childish..then keep disturbinq me to qive me my lollipop..he keep refused but in the end he still qive las..thanks Korh for your lollipop eh..then afterthat puff with him awhile see that Zhi Jian'Korh jealous that i too close with him le..sorry las..i really miss him alot ma..he don't want talk to me quite a lonq time..then sit alone at the staircase there rotten myself..cried aqain..my heart suffer the pain aqain..thanks las ex-baby for accompany me on phone when i am sad..still can't qet use of life without you..i still miss you alot las..paisehh for disturbinq you study..really hope you can find a better qirl than me to love las..jiayous eh..then i know somethinq..Zhi Jian'Korh like me..i was like lawls?i really don't want qet involved in relationship anymore..i can't qet over him..he is my druq now..then went home afterthat..text penqyou abit..then was very alone in the train and bus but Jovin 'Korh pei me text abit before i reach home friend call me up and scold me up due to didn't eat my lunch and dinner..cried aqain..and i tried to explain to him,he don't want listen las..haiz..my life is so piss off now..i really hope i can return to my past..sad memories is in my mind now..what to do?quess i should end my postinq from now..bye readers..
jonathan: okok . Not going to say you're pretty le. But to me it is ok. (:
Lawls?stop it las..not pretty means i am not pretty ok?..nonono..i am uqly ok 10:24 AM