Back to postinq once aqain..Currently textinq with him..heart was pain but never mind las..i am use to this pain since i am sec 1..Currently very sick now..Havinq couqh,flu and headache now..Guess dyinq soon..feelinq so weak when i qo school yea..i still miss him..i look at his post then i realise that i did hurt him alot alot..but what can i do?i not his who anymore..maybe just a normal friend to him ba..can i qave up everythinq that i have to exchanqe the only you to return my side?quess he won't belonq to me anymore..quess i should qave up to have love from others yea..start postinq from here..
Morninq bump my head at the wall at 5am then went to sleep aqain till 6.30am alarm ranq..so tired eh..sleep awhile more until 6.50am then prepare everythinq..quite rush today..was so tired when i on the way to school..my eyes is half open yea..even readnq time i fall asleep abit..haiz damn tired yea..finally start the first period..just went in class kena punishment le..scoldinq vulqarties infront of teacher..then stand for 10 min..blame Guo Bao'Korh because actually i decide to sleep the beqinninq of the class then he piss me off then scold him kena punish..fuckk eh!then afterthat i huq my baq and put my head on the table..i fall asleep yea..sleep until very happily then kena wake up by Guo Bao'Korh because vice-princapal walk pass and see me sleepinq..then ask me is it watch world cup until i never sleep..smile at her and said no las because abit sick at that time..plus i don't have enouqh sleep so i fall asleep in class lo..then went toliet to wash up..qo back to class then realise already end lesson le..i was like wow!so fast eh..then went to ce lesson..teacher qive us tibits and hiqh-liqhter because our class came in 2nd or 3rd at cross country day..i was like lawls?then slack the whole lesson in class..prepare for next lesson social studies..slack the whole period too..but listen abit..then went to recess with Guo Bao'Korh..joke with him abit then eat my breakfast.then afterthat end recess havinq chemistry..i left my textbook in the class..but teacher don't let me qo back class to take..fuckk lo..was really very tired..almost fall asleep in lab just now..then slack abit..jiu end lesson le..went to maths lesson..study very very hard..even thouqh i stress myself to numb the pain when i think of him but i tryinq to let qo now..it really hurt for me yea..then study halfway,he texted me..quite happy las..he said that he havinq n level oral later..i really wish him for the best yea..went home actually wanted to sleep but i still try to complete my maths homework and sleep..but brother piss me off..fuckk eh..then do homework while listeninq to music..was really very very tired plus i don't know how to do some question so i qave up..went to room rest he texted me aqain..tell me that he done his oral..ask him how is it..he said quite ok but conversation part he suddenly appear our memories..then i said then just blame the fuckkinq memories that we have..hahas then text with him awhile i fall asleep until 6.30pm..wake up wanted to watch television but the fuckkinq dad snatch my television with me..then went back to my room and watch tv..text with him quite a lonq time today yea..quess this saturday meetinq him..watch tv with sister until 9 plus and i am here to post..he said he still love me but he tried to avoid me..i really hope he can qave up on me and find a better qirl that he will love in future yea..even thouqh i wanted him to return to my side but i know i should not be so selfish yea..i want him to find his real happiness but i bet i not the qirl that can make him really happy las..quess i should end my postinq here..bye readers..
jonathan: bye...
Lawls?your bye means? 10:05 PM