Back to postinq once aqain..Hmm currently doinq nothinq las..heard from him that he found a new real life qirlfriend las..actually i should be happy for him but why i keep tearinq?is it i still love him?or i just can't let him qo?decide to slash aqain las..heart crack..wanted a letter from him actually is for our 2nd month anniversary present but i quess no celebration le ba..quite happy that he really qive up on me this fucckinq idoit qirlfriend las..hope he can lastlonq with that qirl..hope that she can make my wish come true..since i not a qood qirlfriend then i should let him qo las..qo to the qirl you really really love yea..forqet about me..forqet about our past..since i not a qood qirlfriend to you..i did not do the best for everythinq when i was with you..then let qo ba..quess i need some time to qet use of life without the silly you..time can cover all the pain yea?quess now i usinq slashes to keep the pain off in my heart..lovinq you is easy as it can be but qivinq you up the pain is as hurt that no one can understand yea..i qive up now..quess i cry is because of of you..i still can't let you qo..but i try..i qivinq up yea..SIMKIMTEE JIAYOUS! 9:28 PM