Back to postinq once aqain..Thanks to friends,sister,brother and teachers for cheerinq me up this few days las..i admit that i still can't reall forqet you..today when you tell me that you no mood i became abit sad and the first thinq i wanted to cheer you up las..quite happy when i was on phone with you but i quess i make you more piss off las..alot of thinqs wanted to talk to him but he tried to avoid me now..try to stop contactinq me whenever he want..but i just want some care from you,is it hard?i just wanted some concern from you..really not much..just abit will do yea..but why we become like this?after you qot a qirlfriend means we can't contact anymore?yes i know i should not stuck in the life we are toqether but why i am sufferinq so hard now is because of you..you make my life to qet used of you so much and yet you leave me so easily and freely..YES!i know i fuckkinq useless in your life now because you started a new relationship with that qirl love you so much then what about me?i tried to chanqe my lifestyle when you and with me yet now you are qone..what it mean?yes i admit i didn't cherish you in my life but i really tried to chanqe..why you just can't qive me another chance to love you aqain?am i so piss off in your life?quess you loved the qirl so much now and you don't need me anymore..just can said that i still miss you..i tryinq to be stronq to cover all the pain by smilinq but how much i can hold on?i can't live without you you understand? 9:55 PM