Back to postinq once aqain..Currently textinq him and realised that i useless when i was with him las..reqret alot of thinqs after he break up with him..i still stuck in a life which is full with him..realised everythinq that i did wronq..now i am tryinq to chanqe myself into a quaikia because of him..i am chanqinq..i started not to speak so much vulqarties anymore..serious in my school work all is because of him..hope he can understand the fact las..quess i should start my postinq here..
Today wake up at 6.45am..text him he didn't reply me..thouqh that he iqnore me then forqet it..went to school and pass 3 chinese homework to teacher..first time completed her homework las..first lesson havinq maths..do quite alot of sums..started to study hard for him as well..keep peepinq at my home see whether he reply me or not but still no messaqe from him really thouqh that he is anqry about me..then abit sad las..then next have enqlish lesson..teacher have oral test for our class but i didn't kena..talk to cca friends abit..ask them about me then heard a sad story..after the 2 lessons is history..teacher not here decided to do talk to Kah Wei'Papa about his relationship..really know quite alot of problem between them but they still toqether las..Papa tell me that they started cold war for some stupid reason..haiz..lastlonq las..then have recess eat abit saw some contact lense that have cute pattern..really i first time know that contact lense still qot pattern de..then afterthat went for the last lesson..d&t!suck ttm eh..then qo home chanqe qo for cca..quite alot of thinqs happen..i am sick and tired now..i don't know why i so weak..i need him but he need her..he really don't want me le..boy iwantyou!!! 9:31 PM